My religion is Roman Catholic, which I never mentioned. I don't like to mention my religion because people will always judge me for it. Note: If you're one of those assholes who like to make fun of other people's beliefs and religions, whether your religious or not, fuck yourself.
Anyways, the Roman Catholic church follows another calendar. Right now it's in the season of Lent. Lent is for 40 days and lasts until Easter, and it starts on Ash Wednesday. On Fridays, we cannot eat meat (eggs and cheese don't count, and fish doesn't either I think.) And I have a very carnivorous diet, so that pains me. I wish it was on a Monday or Tuesday. My family follows a tradition to not eat meat on Wednesday, which also affects me. Every year for Lent, you're suppose to give up or sacrifice something. Some kids give up candy. I gave up coffee. It's so hard, because whenever I get up in the morning and when I'm super tired, like right now, I would have a cup of coffee, but I gave it up to challenge myself. (And btw, I don't care if I'm a kid, coffee isn't bad for you, look it up.)
That's all I wanted to say, I figured I should keep you guys updated.
Friday, February 19, 2016
Monday, February 15, 2016
Valentine's Day
I made a song with a friend on my Youtube channel:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wRmZoALoNx0
Well, my Valentine's Day went okay, all I did was spend time with my family. I don't make a big deal out of it, it's not that big of a holiday.
Enjoy my video I guess.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wRmZoALoNx0
Well, my Valentine's Day went okay, all I did was spend time with my family. I don't make a big deal out of it, it's not that big of a holiday.
Enjoy my video I guess.
Friday, February 12, 2016
Crushes
God, I hate them. Make it stop, please.
Yeah we've all been there. Whether it be in school, a workplace, or anywhere you visit frequently there's always someone there that you're very fond of. Whether it be checking them out secretly or thinking in the dark recesses of your mind saying "Damn, they fine."
Well, sometimes it turns into a crush, or you liking them even more, reaching a point where it's making you crazy.
I had that recently. There's this guy in my school that I sorta like (he's my friend too, we talk to each other and text occasionally) and I tried to ask him out but got rejected. But after that "friendzone" I sorta felt better, like I lifted like 30 pounds of burden off my chest. Of course, I'm still sorta upset but seriously, I never really asked a guy out before and it was bound to happen. But at least I got some experience now. And hey you never know, maybe in the future he'll like me back, I haven't know him for that long.
I really hate crushes, more or less the uncontrollable ones. Where you start to like or even crave someone. Your brain says "No, stop it" but your heart says "Yes, keep going on". It's annoying and painful. It probably has to do something with puberty. It frustrates me.
The point of this post was just to spew out my feelings I guess, but that's all that happened to me the past few weeks. If you have a crush or if you know someone has a crush on you go out and get it, because YOLO (and that it's also Valentine's day). But remember, Valentine's Day isn't just romantic, it's also for family and friendships (that will be in another post).
So, am I happy or sad after that? Well, certainly not happy, but I'm not totally depressed being rejected for the first time. But hey it's life, I'll have to get used to it.
Yeah we've all been there. Whether it be in school, a workplace, or anywhere you visit frequently there's always someone there that you're very fond of. Whether it be checking them out secretly or thinking in the dark recesses of your mind saying "Damn, they fine."
Well, sometimes it turns into a crush, or you liking them even more, reaching a point where it's making you crazy.
I had that recently. There's this guy in my school that I sorta like (he's my friend too, we talk to each other and text occasionally) and I tried to ask him out but got rejected. But after that "friendzone" I sorta felt better, like I lifted like 30 pounds of burden off my chest. Of course, I'm still sorta upset but seriously, I never really asked a guy out before and it was bound to happen. But at least I got some experience now. And hey you never know, maybe in the future he'll like me back, I haven't know him for that long.
I really hate crushes, more or less the uncontrollable ones. Where you start to like or even crave someone. Your brain says "No, stop it" but your heart says "Yes, keep going on". It's annoying and painful. It probably has to do something with puberty. It frustrates me.
The point of this post was just to spew out my feelings I guess, but that's all that happened to me the past few weeks. If you have a crush or if you know someone has a crush on you go out and get it, because YOLO (and that it's also Valentine's day). But remember, Valentine's Day isn't just romantic, it's also for family and friendships (that will be in another post).
So, am I happy or sad after that? Well, certainly not happy, but I'm not totally depressed being rejected for the first time. But hey it's life, I'll have to get used to it.
Fake bitches
Sorry for lack of posts, I've been super busy.
I go to a rich school. Most of the people there are somewhat wealthy. I'm somewhat wealthy. But when there's rich people, there's fake and shallowness, or even arrogance. I've been seeing these type of people a lot. My friends and I give them a special category - fake bitches.
Now most of you have probably been through middle school or is going through it. I'm not the tail-end of it, and so far I hate middle school generally but this wasn't my least favorite year. I already hate being a teenager.
Anyway, these "fake bitches" are usually the popular girls, or the girls who have their own shady clique. These girls gossip, lie, and are two-faced. Let me give you an example-
In the beginning of the year, around October, I went to this after school thing where you can dance to a DJ with some friends. It was my first time going there so I didn't know what to expect. When I arrived two girls ran to me, or friends, let's call them A and B. A was pretty nice to me, in fact I wouldn't really call her fake. Even though she's a "popular girl", she's really nice and hangs out with my a lot to this day. Now "Friend" B-we barely talk now. She used to be friendly to me in the beginning of the year but now she's usually just rude.
So when they approached me, I greeted them, and we were all excited. We danced to some pop music (yes, Hello by Adele even) and sang (horribly) for about 2 hours. After that, Friend B didn't really talk to me and slowly became ruder as the year went on. Trust me, no one really likes her, Friend A is faking being friends with her because she's most likely in a relationship that's hard to escape. Trust me, I've been there. I had a friend who'd insult me and pretend to be my friend and then backstab me for almost 8 years.
I really hate fake people. They pretend to be nice to you, then they are mean. I rather they just be mean and avoid me, instead of dragging me in and being all "buddy buddy". It angers me, I just wanna strangle them.
But no, I won't, this is a Catholic school, I must be a good Christian girl.
Sort of.
I go to a rich school. Most of the people there are somewhat wealthy. I'm somewhat wealthy. But when there's rich people, there's fake and shallowness, or even arrogance. I've been seeing these type of people a lot. My friends and I give them a special category - fake bitches.
Now most of you have probably been through middle school or is going through it. I'm not the tail-end of it, and so far I hate middle school generally but this wasn't my least favorite year. I already hate being a teenager.
Anyway, these "fake bitches" are usually the popular girls, or the girls who have their own shady clique. These girls gossip, lie, and are two-faced. Let me give you an example-
In the beginning of the year, around October, I went to this after school thing where you can dance to a DJ with some friends. It was my first time going there so I didn't know what to expect. When I arrived two girls ran to me, or friends, let's call them A and B. A was pretty nice to me, in fact I wouldn't really call her fake. Even though she's a "popular girl", she's really nice and hangs out with my a lot to this day. Now "Friend" B-we barely talk now. She used to be friendly to me in the beginning of the year but now she's usually just rude.
So when they approached me, I greeted them, and we were all excited. We danced to some pop music (yes, Hello by Adele even) and sang (horribly) for about 2 hours. After that, Friend B didn't really talk to me and slowly became ruder as the year went on. Trust me, no one really likes her, Friend A is faking being friends with her because she's most likely in a relationship that's hard to escape. Trust me, I've been there. I had a friend who'd insult me and pretend to be my friend and then backstab me for almost 8 years.
I really hate fake people. They pretend to be nice to you, then they are mean. I rather they just be mean and avoid me, instead of dragging me in and being all "buddy buddy". It angers me, I just wanna strangle them.
But no, I won't, this is a Catholic school, I must be a good Christian girl.
Sort of.
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